So… I started this tumblr with the intention of sharing and updating the events going on in my life, things that spark my interest and to just express emotions I may be feeling. If you scroll down, you’ll see I haven’t really done any of that. Just the occasional instagram pics here and there. Lol. And the lame reason is because I have been SO FREAKIN’ BUSY. Juggling school, traveling for shows, recording music, filming videos and finding some kind of time with family and true friends is no easy task. I barely get a moment to be alone with my thoughts these days. But I want to change that because I feel a little overworked lately and it’s killing my creative juices- I just want to reflect a little…
This is all my own doing, really. I’m kind of a workaholic. Plus, I party as hard as I grind. Haha. I guess I just like living life to the fullest. I take as many gigs, projects and opportunities as I can get. Yes, the traveling is kickin’ my butt, but I wouldn’t want it any other way. The stage is my happiest place. I love knowing I’ve earned every subscriber, follower and fan by doing ME. It’s just a great feeling to be accepted for you who are. God, I am so thankful I actually have supporters. What would I do without them? And I feel so blessed to have been around the world on more stages than I can count. Given I’m nowhere close to where I wanna be in life, but sometimes you just gotta pause, take a look back and see how far you’ve actually come. I don’t even have to get into it and list all my accomplishments. If you’ve been following me, you already know. If you don’t know… you will. I just pray the Lord keeps blessing me and continues to keep away negative people, energy and bad fortune.
As tired as I am from grindin’, I’m in a good place in my life right now. I have surrounded myself only with the people who truly care about me and constantly keep me grounded. (Y’all know who you are.) My hard work is slowly but SURELY paying off. And I’ve never been more comfortable in my own skin than I am today. I basically love ME more than anyone else right now. Haha. And I think it’s okay to be selfish if the overall outcome is to focus and better yourself for your future. SELFISH now equals the opportunity to be SELFLESS when you’ve made it. I know I still have a long and hard road ahead of me before I make it to the top, but stopping once in awhile to clear your head and find inspiration again is a must…
Ok, think I’m done. Thanks for reading. I hope I’ve somehow inspired you to find the happiness that I’ve created for myself in your own life. God bless.
-MEESH
“Hard work over everything.”
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